well, I was gone if you noticed my computer completly crashed but it was fixed by my daddy
dearest four months laterwell its still really really really soooooooo-ooooooooooooooo omg it pisses me off and it makes loading pictures to DA fustrating aGH some people like my pictures so thats the only reason that keeps me going so yeah I've kinda hit
the bottom in insparation/ motavation since my dad
will not let me put photoshop on this computer AHHHH
but I have been doing alot of traditional art things
but its hard to load up garrr its soooo fustrating

If finally found my dream school to atend MCAD omg yes please I want to go.... but bummer mom will not let me go because aparently it costs tooo much money oohh even thought my parents have two jobs and my friend who lives in a tralier with five other people and an unemployed mother still got to
go to a school that costs just as much gar can you
understand why i feel this is extremly unfair? now
to make it more unfair I have a younger sister who
has mental problems/learned helplessness [yes she really does have problems she was born that way] gets to go to any college she wants and gets to do
anything she'd like because she's soo special... so my parents will pay basically for all of her college + some help from the government because she's so special so yeah i guess you can see why im so fustrated and stuff and it goes alot deeper than that but i don't really care cost will be no object to me anymore because I am in love with this college I will do anything to go their even if it means I have to take out a giant loan to cover the costs well im just ranting right now gar I WISH I COULD well yes now that i sound like a winey bitch heres alink to the site
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